oh sweet sis; carry on.

Hi babe.
i read your message and can feel your pain. losing is a long wait. i am unsure what to say to 1.8 loss. the scale seems to have its own mind. not logic whatesoever. and fear or excitement are ours surronding him/her. yet no scale seems odd to me. i certainly have tried. only thing is you have moved closer to self care.... and stay in the groove. shelly's got her groove back. sexy also comes within you .
i am wearing orange today as it is my new favorite color. i can't see worth shit as some moron doc thinks i have astigmistism , not just tired eyes after working 3 -13 hour shifts and coming directly to see him. my old contacts let me read. these are all blurry. great for distance, but suck to try read. i think i have a funky film preventing clarity. i want my old script back. will call him mon. oh, the weekend is not bad. i tried call a guy to go for a hike , but he spent alot of the conversation trying to convince me why i needed God at the center of my life; then decided kootenie where i love to hike was too dangerous; and it was too cold to walk outside. well, after a short conversation, commiting to calling him today at 10 am to plan a mtg,; i called him back last night to let him know i wouldn't be calling him today. just seemed too weird and i wanted to stay close to home today. so, i slept all funky yesterday. got off work tired. went to eye appt. home and slept 7 hours. then tried again to sleep at night to no avail. so up from 2am -8am; then napped 8-noon. when kell woke me. i have off until thur now to let you know.
the new site looks great and i am on a time frame here. i did look at the additions ; are good. i will let you know my fav when i get home and come back next time. i am a little worried of the scale mon as i have not done too well. nor tracked all. lots of nummy stuff at work; but i stuck to one thing --krinkle kettle chips. mmm. hard to stop, but i tried. i have been dancing alot to try make up for it. but my jeans are not great today. hope to lose 1.25 every week. if more is good. i am too much a wimp for more.

Have great fun in the rain. and breathe the nice air. congrats on your brekkie ; and don't you give up. love twiggy