how intriguing

Hi lovely sister of thought and wisdom; i enjoyed so reading your comments as well as understanding. your emotions i think were like overstimulated nerves during the days larger than life. now as you are becoming smaller new opportunities to feel, to redefine yourself, your reactions are enriching your life. i like that you are noticing this. food, whether cheese and crackers or huge amounts of anything in my way affects who we are. i think it is scary but also interesting to see who we become. it certainly is more than losing #'s on a mechanical machine.
it really helps me to read and discuss how you are feeling so that i can also look at how i am in regards to this long journey. in some strange way maybe we needed to become big to find ourselves. i do feel more aware of my moods . i do know wine does not mix well with increased emotional times. i always think it calms me but it moreso fucks with my choices. i couldn't think of any better description as i know i ought be charting. anyway, you made great choices. and with all the choices you continue to make, a new picture emerges. the gym will be there tomorrow and tim is lovely. we all can tweek ourselves a bit and maintain our integrity. so have a nice day and may the weight watcher force be with you mops skywalker. love twiggy.