i am still around

Hi. i am still around. mostly trying to keep from crying and focus on work this weekend. looking at places to live without great success. and crying. did i say that already. kell offered me her place too and there is a night position at a hospital by her place. maybe montana must say goodbye to me; i to it. then mountains and big sky. i don't know that i want to. i shall keep trying . love mops.