I know you are sad

Dear sis,

First, I wanted you to know that I typed in my 2 messages yesterday right after we talked on the phone over lunch and before I spoke to you last night. In the afternoon you weren't so sad as you didn't know yet...so if my messages sounded too upbeat they were based on that time frame. Same with the song, did you check it out? You may want to do so when you have a moment where you are feeling some hope, as if you are too sad, you might think it's stupid and inappropriate...in any case, I love you and believe you will be ok and that you will find a decent place in MT. In regards to WW not being on the front burner...that goes against everything we are trying to do here...reprogram our responses to food whether there are good times or bad times in our life. I am trying really hard to not look as it as a diet and hope you are doing the same...so there is no front or back buner...there is just us going through life's ups and downs and trying to be ok.

I love you. Call whenever you need to talk...please let me know if you just need to vent or if you want advice - as sometimes I am not sure what to say when you are hurting or troubled and I want to be a help when you call.

Love mops