Hey sweets,
It is a new day. T and I talked last night and he said: "I love you… A whole bunch…remember my proposal-- beyond the stars to infinity. And don’t ask me to apologize for being me. " I guess we are all so different, it is sometimes so difficult to relate or understand...this may sound crazy, but maybe the emotion/eating/mind connection encompasses more than I ever thought...b/c I feel my mind open more as my body shrinks....it is like I am taking off the food covered lenses...ok, that proabbly sounds so weird, but when I have been in the really major over eating stages of my life I tend to react a certain way to things that happen to me, and eveything "happens to me" when I am in that frame of mind...when I am eating better and taking care of myself the thoughts shift toward, ok, here is a new situation...what are my options to navaigate it? Anyway, missed the gym this morn as we had a teary talk last night, but I am feeling better emotionally....I did have some cheese and crackers last night but skipped the wine as I knew I was in a bad state and wine and nerves don't mix...so overall I didn't do too bad...only a couple more days till my meeting and I am going to try and do the best I can.
luv you
mops
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