i wonder if writing may help

Hi dear mops.
it was so nice to hear from you. i wonder what you have been doing with eating and if all has gone poor; are you going to the gym??? it certainly is not easy. i would love to eat alot and lose. my problem is drinking and loneliness. and boredom at work. wondering why am i taking care of old people who have their basic needs met, when i would rather be in another country providing basic care of immunizations or nutrition needs for those who can't make it to be old. it is just a matter of what is my life worth here as a nurse.
My move is going fine; my finances suck. but i am working on it. my eating is hit and miss. somedays good; some not. i don't write anymore, but try eat 5-6 snacks of 5-6 points each. seems i needed a change from writing all down. i don't know if i will make it to mon. mtg as i move that day. steph is helping me.
well, i am hungry. time for an english muffin or hummus.....
my advice. pretend you are starting anew. when i had a couple wks bad, i said all the time i am recommited. now how is another ? to ponder. keep it simple. love twigs.