greetings from the hairy apple

hey lovely twigs the night nurse, greetings from the half rotten, anything but organic, hairy apple...OK, well i am still doing better than other trips, but i always feel a bit out of place here, kinda like the last 14 yr old picked in gym class for a team...and not really sure why. I am definitely eating better than other trips, but did make it to Dos Caminos and ate way out of control...but guess what? went to THE new york sports club (wasn't definitely the least coolest person there) after pigging out and drinking 2 margaritas! i cannot say it was terribly comfortable and i was still fat full after 40 mins of light cardio, but i did try...which is something...so today i had many near tear moments in the office and at our work dinner...i am just often left out or shunned or just not treated like part of the 'pack' and although i am proud to not be a pack groupie, it sometimes gets me down...so i am here, in the hotel computer room, trying to be a little worm in the big apple and getting treated like one...but i will survive and see my gorgeous home soon. You had best let me know how your mtg goes tmro morn as i am counting on you to do this w/me...cannot go it alone
i love you
mops in the apple