hi dear sister

How are you??? just a minute. well, it is quite a busy night here. 1st night back and hectic. and then i want to either scream or cry as our manager sends out a public email to our unit about night nurses sleeping on the job. oh, why do i be a nurse???? so, i want to leave and go far away. somewhere where i can afford to buy a home. and find a nice job. where can i work and make enough money to buy a home and live???? so many ? for a near 50 yr old. i wish i had a great s.o. in my life that made decent money; that i adored and he me. to snuggle with at night, and enjoy sharing my thoughts with.

i was running late and left my food at home; so now i am here all night without good food; only a few dates. i have lost the 4.5 pounds i gained so i am back in the 170's. hopefully i will keep going down ... i hike 45 minutes daily and try do yoga most days. have you been working out much these days???

i still have yet to hear from sarah about june; she better hurry and let me know or i won't be going there either. well, i should get going . my shift will be fine. i just am feeling restless , want a home and a husband. love twiggy