oh, yes the weeds are a problem

Hi dear friend.
i like your image of the weeds. literally i have been pulling alot of them today; and cursing the whole time as they have run rampart in my garden. and also in my garden of eating. not eden. i am sitting next to you, moreso exhausted with my weeds. thought amongst them are beautiful orange flowers. my favorite color lately. i try wear orange most days. the eating of food and consumption of wine has thrown me into my own little frenzy. i have again on my mind a plan to do a 3 day hunger fruit flush plan. but the thought of protein drinks scares the hell out of me.
so, instead, i jumped around in my living room to turbo jam. instead of imposing another restrictive plan on myself, i am working out quite a bit; trying to decrease wine, as i eat too much then. and yesterday i ate 1/2 box of organic oreos, lots of chip, indian buffet and many glasses of wine . to top it off nearly a bottle of wine. i don't want to get to diane's consumption though. i ? do i eat because i am sad; or am i sad because i eat. i think it is the latter as today i am eating small and feeling more me. i like that me. i am a bit concerned hozzy is eating my nummy cinnamon grahams i bought instead of the cookies i picked up and thought , oh, these are new. fudge mint ones, not oreos. i can control them. but then i thought a moment longer, um. no i can't. so i picked very nice grahams.

call later if you can. i must run as hozz is in the car with my grocerys. i love you. call anytime. i am with you on this crazy rollercoaster ride. love twiggy.
oh, rather than the scale, i am working on getting to my size 12 calvins i love to wear. the 14s are a little big. is easier for me than the nos. on the scale.