slipping

Hey dear twigs,
How is all for you? I am really slipping this week...over by 40 pts already (even after using all my extra 35 pts) and still have 2 days to go...just feeling anxious I guess...i never do well when i think big changes are in the winds...the fact is, maybe there will not be big changes and i need to just keep focused...but have really been wavering this week. I am tired of trying a bit, sometimes I just want to eat everything, and feel like throwing a tantrum...and then instead of the tantrum I pick one or 2 things and just really over indulge on them...this week it had been chips, cheetoh's, crackers...anything salty and crunchy; and wine...
trying to change my eating habits is like having a garden w/ a million weeds, as soon as I pull a bunch, a new variety of weed crops up and i frantically start pulling again...then occasionally i say screw it and sit down amongst the weeds and cry and eat. are you still walking through this garden with me? i miss you
luvmops