nice to see a post from you

hi. i love to wake up and see a message from you. this color is green for spinach. and healthy green days ahead. so our lives keep changing. but we will maintain a better space to meditate, eat, and settle. the ethiopian was lovely; especially all sharing in the dish with our hands. reminds me of happy dinners with aziz and many friends sitting on the carpet doing the same. at a tender age of 19. i hope to see you today. i love you and am always here for you., twiggy. .....if only i was a twiggy.

having you here

Hey dear twigs,

We just left you, Kell and Sassan at Cafe Coluccie near Telegraph and Alcatraz...it was so good to see you in the flesh and to eat with our hands off the same plate. Thank you for coming to my rescue today at the office I needed your company so much...I am still committing to writing in this and to caring about ourselves and our choices, it is on my back burner, but i want to bring it to the front...maybe we can talk more about that this weekend. So good to have you here in the bay.
lovmops

hi dear mops

Hi dear. i hope your day is going well. my night is so much better tonight than last night. i didn't call as i thought you might like some down time after your outing with diane. it has to be sad for her having you move away. but please call today and i will answer....
kell was funny last evening; on my way to work, she asked what i wanted to do while i was there, and if i had been working out so i could do a 3 mile somewhat challenging hike. as long as i can rest i told her. as i have mostly only been dancing. no fun hikes . but it should be cool.....
i think the following weekend we will go to our place you and i went to . something low key is nice. time to talk and wander around.
i have significantly decreased my wine consumption as i would cry too much, feel lonely, listen to sad music over and over. and become tired and poorly focused. i feel much more me without too much of that. so, i probably should get back to work. i don't know if you check the blog or not these days, but i felt like writing to you. i can't wait to see you. love twiggy...

good morning

hi. this is twiggy the great night nurse saying get up and go to the bathroom. i am off now for a few days so maybe we can connect .... i am lost in a sea of large milk chocolate chips; time passes quickly with good coffee and a bag of large milk chocolate chips. i did however have a nice huge butter lettuce salad from my very own garden. i loved the butter lettuce we had in oakland and the nice restaurant with calzones, and an open doorway. lets go there when i come . i miss the rasberry vinagrette. we could also walk around the lake in town. love twiggy.

check in category 2008 . my message is there.

thank you for the message

Hi dearest mops, thank you so much for touching base with me. it is not an easy choice; big changes in our lives. i am unsure where it will take you. but you will be good. i want to move back also to minnesota. i am more lonely than i have ever been in my life. i miss everyone so much. my days feel heavy with pain.
i adored the card you sent. a funny little light in life . we have had that with us always. you are too cute. and the photo here shows so much love and is too sweet ... i want an 8x10 of it. would be nice in my cute little home.
My dieting or eating well has been ridiculous to say the least. my job is chaos; with constant antagonism between staff. i think mutiny is on the horizon. and the pay is too little to get so deep in the muckity muck.... i did begin a fruit flush 3 day plan, i must have read it wrong as it lasted 3 hours. i can see your frustration as you try hold on to your 40. i know the words are hard to come by , but stay near the 40 mark and keep going to weight watchers. we need to do this together. you look really cute in the photo you sent. know i am with you and love you dearly. yours truly. twiggy

heading into July and feeling scared

Hi dear twigs,

Sorry it has been so long since I wrote...it sounds like we have both been struggling these past few weeks...yes, I am still going to WW, but came home from my meeting yesterday crying. I got my 40 lbs 6 weeks ago and yesterday was at 37 down....I am desperately trying to hold onto the 40 and move forward but the decision to move is really messing with me a lot...I am not sure it was the correct one and so I am struggling...it is done and I will go through with it, but I am so scared and sad. I do not want to let go of my progress in losing weight and continue to seek out ways to stay active even if I am still eating too much. yesterday Kelly, Sassan , T and I rode over the GGB...and I was faster than before...I am attaching a pic to remind us both to keep on pushing through as we can do this and we are worth it. I love you.

mops

hello

Hi mops.
what are you up to these days; are you still going to weight watchers, or taking a break with all the big changes in your life??? i printed a picture of myself in missouri and it was enough to change my eating and workout habits. and here i thought i looked rather sexy in my orange flowered shirt. so, i carry around the photo to inspire me. i think it will work this time. call when you can or send me a little noter. i love you. take care of you. twiggy