i am here eating my way through the night as always

Hi lovely lady.
i was hoping to hear from you but you must be busy with your life there. i am also feeling annoyed with mom. why is she so dense??? i hope you here from your home soon and tim's possible job... let me know.
i am working tonight , filling my loneliness with high fructose corn syrup and shit. but, i have my lovely blue english porcelin mug here, and looking at homes in viroqua, wisconsin.
must be going. call or write. sorry about angel island. love biggy.

back from the past

Hey sis,

Just back from Willmar...I really need to make peace with that place. It was tough seeing Mom. John seemed to get it a bit, but Mom was still playing the victim role. I guess the bottom line is that some progress was made. We should find out this week if T got the job here or not...I am on pibs and needles waiting to hear. In the meantime I am trying to keep my chin up, which is not easy with two of them. One day I will find my way back...I am still here, I am still breathing in and out, and I am not done yet. My beautiful angel island is on fire today...it was where we were to be married in April, it saddens my heart. I miss you.
luvmops